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Saturday, July 22, 2006

9:18 AM

omg i feel so fat after wearing the yukata today.mich pulled so hard!!till i felt so fat.yes suck in your tummy.yes it's important to have make a good waistline since there is no shape in a yukata so you have to literally tie is really tight to make one.HAHA.but it was not say too bad just that i still have this feeling that i'm not really sure on how to wear the yukata properly but owells as usual there's always next saturday.sigh drama is more stressful then my o levels when actually shouldnt it be like more of the other way around.but owells i'm just having like the motherLOAD of drama lessons yet i somehow still think that i am not improving much and like thanks so much mich for telling her that i think i do not need to improve anymore.ya like THANKS so much la.gosh that was embarrassing but owells use my cross and scare the vampire away ya since it's like so big.retardation la.sorry inside joke but ya.anyways my next goal in life is to lose more weight so that i will look not too bad in the yukata and so that i can fit nicely into my white dress.gosh imagine the horror if i go for my exams and realise that damn the dress is too small.gosh i think i would just kill myself that very day.but sigh i've got like full dressed rehearsals once every week so i guess that that would not be much of a problem then.owells i have finally found the joy in exercising.yes jogging cum brisk walking turns out to be very good but i noticed that i keep having this strange stomach crampings at the side of my abdomen lately.shite i hope it is not too bad.from what the doctor said i have been doing too much sit ups but cannot be man as i have cut down alot.geesh i wonder what's the reason.please do not tell me that my insane gastric pain is back as i sure hated it ALOT and i mean really alot.sucks having such.owells but i still need to lose at least 2kg before september.yes that will be THE day not only do i have to lose weight for my birthday i have to lose weight for my exam too gosh i am so feeling the stress coming through now.HAHA.well i am so proud of myself i drew out a study timetable for myself to ensure that i will be all set and prepared for my prelims.pats self on the back.yes i stayed up all night just to do that and damn but it really seems as though the days are zooming by super fast it seemed as though the first day of school was just only yesterday or then again i might be living like 7 and a half months back.alrights i gotta crash now am still comtemplating whether i should go to church or not.cordy keeps messaging me asking me to go.gosh i'm starting to feel so guilty that i'm making her "worry" or something but seriously i am starting to not like church but owells.we shall see about that again i guess.damn i still cannot believe that HE is with HER.but guess it's not too bad that both are players so guess now it's just on whether who would dump who first.i think it'll be her though as seriously i think she deserves better.HAHA.gas haus baby yes i know i'm doing my best in the asking around ya so just take chill pill many people told me that they have tickets and are going already so rest assured i am sure it would turn out just fine ya. (:

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